Everyday, every few hours, I heard a new story – a story of
love, sorrow, deception, hatred, life, marriage, divorce, lust, etc. Mostly,
they were the sad ones, by people who had the violent urge to narrate their
stories, their feelings, and their expectations. It gave me immense happiness,
to know I was offering to them more than I had to offer. They took shelter in
me, in my silence to utter their own words.
Their stories shouted, with grave silence, narrations of the
sufferings they had gone through. Their tears washed away with them the pain their
little heart beheld. And I heard with patience.
They would sit down in front of me, peacefully and carry on
with their work – eating, resting, and other petty things to do and narrate
their tales. They touched the roots of my heart, their tales.
Sad ones were many, mostly rather. People loved to grieve, I
used to wonder. Until, one day, I heard a tale of a young girl. She told the
story with such innocence that I doubt she understood the immensity of love her
story possessed.
She came towards me, walking with slow steps, looking at the
ground and sat beside me. After being quiet and playing with the mud for
sometime, she broke the silence. She said, “But why? Why should father do that?
Maybe I shouldn’t complain so much. He has too much to do and worry about
already. Hmm. Oh, I can ask big brother to get it for me. But only father can
provide the money. But it’s sad. I want it. It was so beautiful and everyone in
class will have it soon. I want it before they do. But again, father stays so
tense all the time. He scolds me too, for no reason sometimes. You know Bannu,
I cry in nights because father shouts at me. He even hits me at times. But I
know he does that only because he’s upset and my acts hurt him more. He stays worried;
the frown lines are always visible on his forehead. He has a lot of work to do
and a lot many things to take care of. I am also a kid though, I too get hurt. Its
okay, I guess. I know father loves me the most, more than big brother too.”
She started playing with her hair.
After few minutes, she continued again, “or, I can ask Reena
aunt to give me some work and in return, I’ll ask her to buy that beautiful Barbie
doll to me. That way, papa won’t have to spend a lot of money on me and he
wouldn’t have to worry. He works so hard and if I get the Barbie myself, he’ll
be happy. And in the next grade, 5th , I’ll have the best one with
me.”
She got up, smiled cheerfully and hugged me. And went back
happily jumping on her toes.
The purity in her eyes and her love for her father, made me
realize that in this world of sorrows where people only like to share their
pain, there are innocent ones like her who unknowingly spread happiness around.
Who am I? I am Bannu, the Banyan Tree.
