Damaged

Remember all those photographs we took

I thought we were meant to be

But now, I can’t even look

Cuz you don’t mean a thing to me

You should have told me

Told me from the very start

It’s now that the truth I see

I’m alone with a broken heart

I’ve been feeling so lonely

And I’ve been so mad at myself

Thought that I was your only

Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else

I could never think you would do that

I lost my track

I fell down, totally flat

On my back

You said you loved me

I always hummed that song

You said you’d never leave me

Maybe I just heard you wrong

But the pain is almost gone

And I don’t feel a thing anymore

Because you left me at the dawn

I had your answer when you walked out through the door

You threw everything away

I still can’t understand

But I’m not gonna wait another day

Another sight of you, I can’t stand

All there’s left to say, my faith is in shred

I dunno how I could never take a cue

And now, I’m damaged

Only because of you

Because when words fail, music speaks

At times, words fail to explain what we want to say - to ourselves as and to others.  At those times, it's music that speaks, loud and clear.

My emotions and thoughts are trapped in a whirlpool at the moment. So there are a few songs, and not just one, that might explain what enigma my mind is facing.

At different time of day, these songs make me play them again and again on my player.

So here goes -

In the morning, when ii travel .. these are the songs ii end up listening to again and again.

I Got You (by) Leona Lewis

Say Goodbye (by) Chris Brown

You Don't Love Me (by) Rihanna

And when my mood swing, by the time it's noon  -

What The Hell (by) Avril Lavigne

Right There (by) Nicole Scherzinger

What's My Name (by) Rihanna

Then in the evening, this takes place - 

Space Bound (by) Eminem

Need You Now (by) Lady Antebellum

Ride It (by) Jay Sean

So these are the songs ii end up listening to often these days. Confused much :/