Oh boi, how much I had wanted to scribble this down
Your story with mine that once wore the crown
It may have come to an end
Our empire may have took a bend
The talks of laughter still spread
Only if people knew how weak was our thread
For so long I kept thinking this was meant to last
Long enough that my life would past
It seemed so true and was persistence
But maybe it was too echt for existence
How could have I missed
All the clues that God gave me which maybe I neglected
In the cecity of love around
As you spun me and lifted me off the ground
In your charm, I was lost
Completely, irrevocably and at all the cost
Only there was a moment that awaited
For you to leave me, for my own good, as you stated
The separation, the plan, everything was devised
All the while you were desperate for farewell, as revised
It broke me, inside out
My heart was slayed, and I didn't shout
The times which conjoined that treachery
To my surprise, made me strong and ferry
I sailed to my destination
That was to believe that this world is not for hesitation
You had a chance to own me, merely you screwed up
I am a girl worth possessing, but yours is a half filled cup
Oh wait, maybe you did succeed
Bcz when you left, 'I' was dead and never could proceed
I wished you ever had any care
My heart is still broken, broken beyond repair
I had to change all the directions
So that no path lead me to past, I took all precautions
Though I have grown to be a strong
I still wonder if only I was wrong
You could always love a flower that died in a day
But you could never love me, who died with every delay
I don't know if I am over you or not
I do know now, love is not really my spot
All I can decipher is that I was dumb
But gladly, it made me numb
To my friends and people who loved my sweetened shelf
Most importantly, to my own self
Maybe it was for the best what befell
It's just my heartbreak that has a story to tell ..
