little mood swing timbaland

Well, I have been wondering about my life. The sudden sways in mood, a sunken feeling that out of nowhere creeps into me and makes me flinch. A moment, I am happy, laughing and singing and then, the next moment, I am quiet trying to grasp the sudden pain in heart. Still trying hard to figure out the reason behind the pain, I sit on couch and decide to try and mould my words so that expressing myself becomes any more creative. So this is something i land upon -

Suddenly on this road

am all alone with so much load

world is moving so fast

forgetting about all the past

everyone is leaving me behind

forgettyn d promisez they made to my mind

my heart is filled with sorrow

love is something I can't borrow

no clue why everyone is turning their back

wanna know what went wrong and what I lack

I can do anything to make this right

all I need is a chance so bright

am dying to be with someone

someone who cares like noone

wanna share my feel with a person

but who can I trust when everyone is fearsome

help me get over it

cz I wanna survive this polluted mist

Sudden collapse of humor

So, this is what I came up with. I stay cheerful, happy and smiling all the time. But somehow the sunken feeling got this out of me. I am still to figure out what I am trying to tell myself. I have been writting poems for a while now. I have written many but something always kept me from telling poeple about my writtings. I still am not comfortable with putting my poems here but then at the same time, it feels good to pour out your heart to someone. Though i know, here, I might not know that someone but I guess, I prefer it this way.